oh my goodness!! It's the freeking 10th of December already!!
That means it's only fifteen days until crimbo!! i've only got two presents out of god knows how many so far!!
Theres only twenty one days of 2008 left!
In fifty four days I'll be seventeen!! Imagine! Me! road legal!! I don't trust myself riding a bike lmao and somebody would actually trust me with a car!! madness lol still I'm not complaining- I can't wait to have some way to get places honestly you townies have no idea how sukish it is to live in the middle of absolute nowhere :(
I can't believe how fast this year has gone! and yet so much has happened in these twelve Imonths for example this time last year had any of us even heard of Barak Obama?? and now he's going to be the most powerful man in the world!
There are people this year that I've met and got to know. About February time last year I met someone that I clicked with instantly, (those closest to me will know who I'm talking about but if you don't do me a favour and just don't ask me about it please) anyway we began to grow closer and closer but it really should not have happened at all it was totally wrong on all levels no matter what way you look at it.
By the summer I thought I would be with this person for the rest of my life and I was willing to give up everything for them friends, family, school even my home just to be with him. I lied to those closest to me.And I hurt some of them. the ones who really cared. I live with that guilt every day now and no matter how hard I try I can't shake it off. There are two people I owe everything to. The one who showed me that it was wrong and even though I hurt her was still there for me when I thought I'd never be happy again. And the one who showed me how things should be, they both listened and understood and without them I don't know where I would be just now. I love yous <3
sorry about that ramble which probably didn't make a bit of sense but I just needed to get that stuff off my chest after watching one of the soaps tonight which really put my head in to perspective.
well catch yeees <33
